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warmth [nagachika hideyoshi x ghoul!reader]

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季節が死ぬとき、私の心は変更されません
「  although the seasons die, my heart will not change 


He told you to not be afraid, but instead, he should have been the one who was afraid of you. Why wasn't he afraid? Why was he getting closer? Why was he holding his hand out toward you with a gentle, reassuring smile? This kindness was a foreign concept to you, and this blonde university student, in a track jacket and green shorts, seemed to radiate with it.

"Are you alright, [Name]?" he asked.

You sniffled your nose and curled your body up in the corner. You wondered why Hide was with you. He'd only leave you all alone if he ever found out that you weren't human. He had followed you into this damp, dark alleyway. You were scared for him. Didn't he know what lurked in this darkness? What hid behind these cascading shadows? But, you pretty sure by now, that your eyes had turned that red color. That ghoul color.

He approached you. "Look at me. It's okay, [Name]."

You wanted to run from his warmth. It frightened you. Of course, anything unknown, or foreign would scare you. Then, the blonde male stepped just a few steps closer, his outstretched hand barely touching your shoulders. You could smell him. That musty scent that let you know that he had just finished running and was sweating, his heart beating rapidly.

So, he was afraid.

His brown eyes stared into yours, his sympathy for you in that current, almost pathetic situation never wavering. He was afraid, yet he was trying to help you. But, you didn't need his sympathy. You didn't need his help. It would only bring future problems. Why couldn't he just leave you alone? You were sure this hospitality, this kindness would only last for a moment until you lost his trust somehow. Humans were so simple.

"I won't hurt you," he promised, hoping you'd believe his words. "I love you."

You smacked his hand away. "I don't need your help."

"Then why is there blood on your shirt?"

You looked down at the large, dark stain covering your clothing. It smelt metallic. You touched it, and it was sticky. There was blood? Since when? Then, you suddenly remembered that you must have gotten it when those ghoul investigators were chasing after you just moments ago. Before you killed them.

He really didn't know, did he? Weren't your eyes flashing with that animalistic red glow? He'd find out, you thought. He'd find out. All you had to do was grow hungry and your kakugan would show, then he'd run off as if you were going to eat him. Then he'd leave you alone. But, then he'd report you to the CCG. You didn't need any kinds of problems. Especially the ones that involved Hide.

Just kill him.

You looked up into his eyes. Ones that never held any betrayal, or any bad intentions. You thoughteven for just a quick momentthat you could trust Hide, like always. That you could put your life in his hands once again. His eyes seemed to widen when you unexpectedly grabbed onto him. Your cold hands were shaking. Was it in fear? Even you didn't know.

"Wait," he suddenly said, breaking the still silence.

Hideyoshi unzipped his jacket and pulled it over your shoulders, before gripping onto the hem of his white undershirt, tearing a rather large chunk of fabric off and quickly securing it over your bleeding gash. You winced when his fingers grazed your wound and shoved him away, his back hitting against the cement wall as he looked at you with a fright in his eyes. The kind of eyes that you never wanted to see.

"I-It's supposed to numb the pai--"

You wrapped your hands around his neck with an iron grip, a crazed expression on your face as your grasp tightened.

"Idiot. I'll only eat you alive," your voice lowered into a growl.

He clutched onto your arms, his last breaths slowly escaping from his now-blue lips and paling face. He was panicking and his heart rate increased tenfold. But, unlike most ghouls, you didn't enjoy watching him suffer beneath you, petrified by the fact that he could be eaten alive in mere seconds. Maybe because you were in love with him? But why? Humans and ghouls were never supposed to cross paths.

You gradually let him go and backed away as he dropped to his knees and gasped for air. You covered your ears, unwilling to hear him choke on air because of you. It was terrifying. Yet, he suddenly had the strength to stand up and approach you with that stupid, understanding smile and outstretched hands once again. Didn't he know when to stop? Didn't he understand that kindness could only go for how long?

"I understand, [Name]," he wheezed, though his expression unwavering, "but I know you won't hurt me. You love me, right?"

"Why are you pretending?" you asked pathetically.

The young man pulled you into his embrace and patted your head affectionately as if the fact that you were a ghoul didn't bother him. But, inside your heart, you were relieved that it didn't bother him. You were relieved that he accepted you. Then, he put his hands on your shoulders and held you at arm's length, and planted a small kiss to your forehead and sighed.

However, you still feared that one day all hell would break loose, and you'd have to kill him because of that repulsive hunger. You feared that one day Hide would report you to the CCG with those frightened, brown eyes.

"I still love you," he said, in that sweet voice you loved so much. "I still love you, so don't be afraid."
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finally did a thing for my bby hide
bc i wish that baby was still alive
he's still with us in our fan girl hearts //shots fired
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american-otaku-girl's avatar
Wow... I can see Hide really being like this. Fantastic job!