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私はちょうどにあなたが欲しいです
「 i want you to just 」
Every single time Oikawa saw you, he'd wrap you into a tight death-grip embrace or plant kisses all over your face. He liked that it would often make you flustered to the tip of your ears and how you'd end up shying away. He was always the one who initiated these displays of affection. Especially in public. Iwaizumi even had to force him away from you most of the time.
It was really unusual to see the brunette tied down to someone however, it even surprised himself. He wasn't oblivious to the fact that he was a flirtatious and childish teen. No one at Aobajousai High would've ever thought that he would end up dating, an underclassman at that. Oikawa even remembered telling Iwaizumi that he never wanted to date, so when he noticed you, he realized he was contradicting himself.
Of course you were quiet compared to Oikawa. He was always loud, making smug remarks about his popularity and how much better he was than this guy named "Tobio-chan". But, in his eyes, you seemed to enjoy it nonetheless. He came to love that glint in your [e/c] eyes whenever he spoke with you about his passion for volleyball. But, little did he know that at first, you only said 'yes' to the boy so he would leave you alone.
And, little did you know, he was really in love with you.
At first, it was just a little crush, something that Oikawa thought was a phase and decided to test out. But, when he continuously asked for you to be with him—and you constantly rejected him—he found himself falling deeper in love. And, so, when you finally decided to answer with a curt 'yes' and a nod of your head on the rooftop of Aobajousai, his heart soared and he realized that he really wanted to treat you with so much love and care.
Since you had both began 'dating', he would come to your house unexpectedly early to walk with you to school. It was like a cheesy scene out one of those cliche shoujo manga. He'd tell you how cute you looked that day, and sometimes, a faint rosy color dusted his cheeks when you complimented him as well. It always gave him this unexplainable, pleasant feeling.
Yet, he could see that you didn't want to be with him. He had his bad quirks, he knew. He was often annoying. Stupid. Rude. Everything in a person that you possibly disliked. He was always running around, flirting with girls unintentionally, taking advantage of his reputation as the school's idol. Your 'like' towards him was only a facade at first, it really was. One that he pretended not to notice. But, now, when he finally showed you who he was past his exterior persona, he hoped that it would change your mind.
"Ah, [Name]-chan! You're here!" Oikawa suddenly chirped.
A genuine and childish grin appeared on his face when you approached him sitting on the bench, his eyes brightly lit from the sun.
You smiled softly and waved. "Yeah. Sorry. I'm late even though I suggested it."
"Well, why don't you sit down?"
"O-Oh, but this will only take a moment..."
He looked up to your [e/c] eyes, and he noticed that beautiful expectant gaze that he loved so much. It was so wonderful, so pure. He didn't want it to go away. It made his heart feel so marvelous. He wanted you to continue looking at him that way. This pitter-pattering of his heart. It made him feel a sudden sense of security. It made him feel so loved. But, he knew that you didn't love him as much as he loved you.
"Let's break up," you announced in a whisper, your gaze unwavering.
Oikawa blinked. "E-Eh? [Name]-chan?"
He knew this was what it would come to, it wasn't so unexpected, but he wanted to play stupid.
"I'm breaking up with you," you repeated more firmly.
What was with this pain in his chest? Wasn't this supposed to make things better? If you weren't with him, and it made you happy, shouldn't he feel happy as well? He watched your saddening [e/c] hues as he bit his quivering bottom lip—something he did when he was anxious. You were staring at the ground, refusing to look at him. He could tell that you didn't want this at all. He wasn't dumb. Anyone could tell that you were lying to yourself.
"[Name]-chan, you're kidding, r-right?" he asked, a hopeful gaze his eyes.
"No."
Lies. That's such a bad lie.
He couldn't help asking, "But why?"
"I just can't...not anymore..."
Oikawa saw the painful look in your face as you gripped the hem of your uniform shirt. If you were suffering so much, then why were you doing it? Were being stupid and trying to play hero? The brunette knew you didn't even want this, but yet, you were doing it. Your cold response was hurting him. Stupid [Name]. And he really couldn't figure out what was worse: you continuing to lie to him or himself not stopping you from breaking up.
A few droplets fell onto the concrete sidewalk, creating a tiny puddle.
"Please, just tell me why..."
"I don't like you, Oikawa-senpai. I never did," you responded, your voice expressionless as you peered up at him once again. The tears forming at the corner of your eyes told him otherwise.
What a lie, [Name].
"Is it because I'm not good enough?" He grabbed onto your arm, forcing you to stare at him, salty droplets spilling as well.
You turned your face another time, refusing to look at him in the eyes. He couldn't get your attention, could he? You were acting as though he wasn't even there. Like you never loved him. Was he really wrong? Were you really tired of him? He was so scared and he didn't know what to do. His hands finally let you go and went up to cover his face for a brief moment.
He sniffled his nose, abruptly wiping away his tears a moment later.
"[Name]," he spoke up with a gentle, calm voice. "Please don't lie."
"...O-Oikawa-senpai...I-I'm not..."
He reached out to touch you, his arms wrapping themselves around your upper body and soothingly rubbing circles on your back. And, at that moment, he could feel your tears damping the front of his uniform and he knew. He knew what it meant. The sound of your soft sobbing comforted him. The uneven pattern of your breathing that gave him another reason to hold on and try again.
"I love you, [Name]," he whispered sweetly into your ear.
All was calm, although your hiccuping invaded the silence. Oikawa tried his best to hold in his tears again. He didn't want to be a blubbering mess in front of you. Not now. Not when the moment was so great. Not when he had you in his arms, crying your heart out just for him. Was this how it felt like to be in love? If it was, it was a pleasant feeling. A feeling he didn't ever want to get rid of.
"[Name], please tell me how you feel," he mumbled softly.
There was a sudden pause in the air, and he really couldn't breathe. Was he really wrong now?
"I also...like you a lot, Tooru-senpai."
It wasn't what he was expecting, but it was enough to know that you weren't going to leave him alone. It made him smile.
私があなたを愛しているように私を愛してください
「 please love me as i love you 」
「 please love me as i love you 」
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here is some oikawa to make you cry
this probs ain't as good but i tried ok
a lot of ppl are writing fics of him so i wanted to do it too lol
and ur feelings also didnt rlly appear in this lol
as u can see im just a follower too
i kind of thought this was a bit too fast-paced but waterever
HAIKYUU!! © FURUDATE HARUICHI
YOU © YOU
(don't forget that im thirsty for ur feedback)
[image source]
here is some oikawa to make you cry
this probs ain't as good but i tried ok
a lot of ppl are writing fics of him so i wanted to do it too lol
and ur feelings also didnt rlly appear in this lol
i kind of thought this was a bit too fast-paced but waterever
HAIKYUU!! © FURUDATE HARUICHI
YOU © YOU
(don't forget that im thirsty for ur feedback)
© 2015 - 2024 okumurachanchan
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i LOev dis!! (i accidentally wrote dick i just wanted to mention that bc i thought it was funny but i wasnt going to leave it there)
but im kinda confused, what exactly was the reader tryna do when she was dumping oikawa? like if she likes him whyd she try to dump him?? idk maybe i read something wrong or whatev but im jus wondering does the reader actually like oikawa or is she just saying that bc she doesnt wanna hurt him??????
GOOD STORY THO! LOEV IT! oikawa needs all the love in the world
but im kinda confused, what exactly was the reader tryna do when she was dumping oikawa? like if she likes him whyd she try to dump him?? idk maybe i read something wrong or whatev but im jus wondering does the reader actually like oikawa or is she just saying that bc she doesnt wanna hurt him??????
GOOD STORY THO! LOEV IT! oikawa needs all the love in the world